Archive for December, 2009

Thursday, December 31st, 2009




Wednesday, December 30th, 2009

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Wednesday, December 30th, 2009




Monday, December 28th, 2009

biorhythms.
figures.




Monday, December 28th, 2009

..the drama teacher in the story, Miss Dodger, says “at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by, you will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are, especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals and you would say to yourself, i am this person, and in that statement, there would be a kind of love”.




Monday, December 28th, 2009

blood freezes in my veins




Saturday, December 26th, 2009

i love food but I’m thin
i love people but I prefer to be by myself
i love dollhouses but i have none
i hate greece but i live here
i love to be late but i’m always early
i hate my enemies but i love them
i love my friends but i hate them
i love empty spaces but my apartment is full
i love constancy but i create instability
i love white but i live in color
i love the moment but i live in the past
i love nice things but i must ruin them
i love making things but i keep my hands tied
if i like something, then i leave it
if i hate something, then I take it
i want to pick up the phone but i just look at it
i’d rather not post this entry, so i will.




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Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009

I remember not long ago, a family of four, all sharing the same big white bed. Now we’re all scattered about, never to be united again. Such is life, I guess.

Souppy the cat is having a mastectomy tonight. The biopsy will show what lies ahead for us. My Souppy. Seems like yesterday that I met you by chance in the street, a little scruffy baby, scared out of your wits. Picked you up, put you in my coat and we have been a wonderfully disfunctional family ever since. I love you so, my little (huge) furry ball.




Monday, December 21st, 2009




Monday, December 21st, 2009

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Sunday, December 20th, 2009

The calla lilies are in bloom again. Such a strange flower; suitable to any occasion.




Saturday, December 19th, 2009

Odos Panos magazine is out, the Kavafis issue, it includes a CD with new music and songs with Kavafi poems. I’m reciting in two of them.




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Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

Last shot. After I cross this corridor and exit camera left, it’ll have been the last shot of the last shooting day of this film.
Tomorrow morning, I’m going home to my girls and to a huge emotional, cultural and environmental shock.




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Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

Rain on demand.




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Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

A village is no place for a beautiful little lamb. They got his one from the butcher’s after I threatened to walk off the picture if they killed the live one they had brought to slaughter just for the motherfucking scene.




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Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

Last day of shooting.