i will never stop to thoroughly enjoy having this [slight spin on the] typical night dream
where the play is about to start, the audience has been seated and waiting for the curtain to go up
everyone backstage is ready to go on and is pumped up and rushing to their fist positions
and I have no clue what role I’m playing or what play it is or what I’m doing there
and people are giving me dirty looks “well, once again you’re unprepared Samara”
and “I know what you’re supposed to be doing but I’m not telling you”

and inexplicably, I don’t care at all!